No outfits for the day hence the title.
Last year of 2010, My brother bought this cute little fur baby - A Princess type Shih tzu, I can say that she's the cutest and the sweetest. She has this brown round eyes with very long lashes, a snub nose. She barks and licks like crazy but it's all good. I, being the co-mama of this puppy, was so excited to feed her, give vitamins, play with her. I must say I spoiled her like a baby.
Come November, I moved out the house. I moved out because I really need to stand on my own, I need to to prove something to myself. I did not bring my fur baby with me cos mom did not allow me. Because from what I know this cute little fur baby will be taken cared of by my sister and my parents.
Months passed.. I'm hearing story from my sister that this puppy was getting sick lately. I felt sad. I can't do nothing but to give money to treat her. I even asked my parents if I could bring home my puppy to take good care of her, but they didn't allow me. They said they could manage it - and it was just a stomach problem that kookie had. So, I believed it, trust them.
August 23, My sister called me to ask if I know some BEST VET out there, and I told, ORMANES - they have amazing services. So, I asked her why, She told me that kookie is cold like a freezing water. So she rushed kookie to the vet, and we found out that kookie is dealing with kidney something. So, we let the vet to put dextrose.. It was already 50/50 and I prayed to God, called all the Gods to help kookie..
August 25, I received a txt from my sister that kookie PASSED AWAY.. Before kookie died, the vet told my sister that there were blood coming out from her nose and she even threw up with blood. Yes, it made me heart broken, I cried so hard and asked GOD why. I felt so mad about myself because I felt that I neglected this fur baby.. Since, I left from our house I wasn't able to see her even on the vet clinic. I'm so sad right now, I don't know how to deal with this.. and I think offering this little space here on my blog would lessen all the heartaches, but I think this would not even suffice as I neglected her.
Letter to kookie.
Kookie baby, Mama misses you so much! I am so sorry If i wasn't there with you.
If i just could turn back the time, I will get you from that house and will take good care of you like what I did to koko. And will spoiled you like a princess.. I'm really sorry...